Well it's been a while since I last posted. It's been about 2 months. Honestly, I have just been either lazy to write and/or not inspired to. This morning, I woke up with crazy mixed emotions storming through my body. From hate to anger to frustration to sadness, love, emptiness, lonliness, I felt betrayed, I felt happy and relieved also and so on.
These feelings are evidently spawned from recent events or situations I am dealing with or facing. How much importance I give each thought will, of course, determine the degree of my feeling(s). It is there where I need to work on focusing on positive thoughts in order to overcome the others. right? so it is said so to do. but often times it is not as easily done as many claim it to be.
I don't know, not even sure why I am writing this but I think I need to in order to help me deal with most these feelings. I know I want to be my usual self which is often times, at least I think, happy and optimistic but as mentioned earlier - not really recently. This is what has inspired me to write.
Aside from my recent feelings and what not I was also inspired by a conversation I had with a fellow blogger this morning. I am happy to know this person who always seems to motivate me or push me to blog.
All I can say is that I am grateful for her and glad she pushes me to blog at least whatever
Anyhow, my next blog will be about a documentary I recently saw entitled "La Vida Loca" - It is about the gang life of 18th Street in El Salvador. A very sad movie indeed. In the meantime I leave you with this video by The Smiths:
"In my life Oh, why do I give valuable time To people who don't care if I live or die?"